Looking back, maybe it was not the right moment... I wish I had had more time to immerse in a deeper practice. But in all in all, I have mostly positive results. It was supposed to be a quiet period as we had a lock down, but I didn't count on nature, exams, guests and a new job starting all during this period.
I guess that the discipline I built and the strength of controlling my mind increased, otherwise I could have not managed. Undoubtedly, I am much more flexible in all senses, and a lot stronger, I have learned so much Italian to go through a sequence to teach in it, I am much more grounded in pranayama and I found real peace in meditation. I can control my thoughts, and focus to balance which has always been a problem. Despite the challenges of the time constraints, I have practiced 62 out of 64 days and I am sure that once I have finished with the commitments I will be much happier and accomplished. In general, my biggest achievement is to be more satisfied with myself and I don't feel afraid to make mistakes or being wrong. I don't feel I need to proof I am strong or right or anything. I am just assured that I am happy with what I do and eternally helpful for what I have and for being blessed with a great husband, two beautiful dogs, a healthy family and a paradise of nature surrounding me. I can breath the magic and enjoy it everyday. If I have more lives to live, I would choose this one again and again. And last but not least, I can wake up now and do 108 sun salutations with little efforts :)
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